It’s easy to have resolve before you try; it gets harder and harder to keep going. That’s what it’s been feeling like.
Today is probably the worst I’ve felt in a while, I just want to stay in bed and sleep. I’m doing my best; I’ve still been good at taking care of myself and getting done what I need to get done, but all that’s passive. What I need to do is push past the passive and actively try to make things better.
I just wish I knew what to do to make these moods go away. It feels so unfair.
